So I pick up this blog, like an old rug that has been laying around for far too long, grab a hold of the sides and give it a firm shake. I watch all the dust fly around, and carefully lay it back down. I really do hope I don’t neglect this blog so long again. In fact that is part of the reason I haven’t picked it back up again. I am scared I won’t keep up with posting regularly. But here it goes… I really enjoy blogging, but so much has happened in the past yr and a half. I didn’t know what to post. And now I don’t know where to start, so I won’t try to cover it all.
Life has its rough spots, its dry spells, and I was in one of those times. In some ways I don’t feel like I am totally out of the ‘desert’, but I am beginning to see a brighter, more colorful world again. It’s hard to share and give of ones’ self, even in a small way on a blog, when I feel dry and empty inside. It’s hard to explain where I was, and what all I have learned. I do know one thing, God is GOOD, ALL the TIME!!!
He has shown me so many things, and I know HE is there even when I don’t always feel Him near. I am learning to trust Him new ways. Learning about relationships, and my role in them as well. Some day’s it still feels so hard, and like I still have a long, long ways to go. So I try not to look at the long picture, or even look at what all I need to do right now. Just take one day at a time. I can get overwhelmed easily when I try to bite off more than I can chew.
All I am hoping for right now is to be able to post a bit more often, we will see where it goes. It may be fairly often at first, as I have things to post. But who knows…
All I do know, is right now, I WANT spring, er, summer!!! Spring is showing its face, in a slow way. But at least we are seeing spring!!
So here’s to a new ‘chapter’ on this blog. And if you are still here and have been patiently waiting on me, wow!! Good for you, and let me know you are here.